Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense pain behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a